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2011-07-05T15:52:00.001+08:00

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2009-08-11T08:11:00.004+08:00

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2009-08-10T16:25:00.000+08:00

HAD A BLAST @ THE SLEEPOVER.
I can't believe it's over, just when the fun has begun.

I think I'm moving. To onsugar, probably. I'll let you guys know the address,kay!

2009-08-05T21:57:00.007+08:00

I'm very happy today

1) I just found out that I got 2 A's 2) Super fun packed day 3) I got $$$ 4) My bro gave me a birthday present.

Comms faci was out sick again today. Miss him sia. He's my favourite faci cause he's so funny and quite laid back. He IM'd me early this morning. See

He's so cute, he keeps saying that I'm so much better online. THAT'S because, well, I let the emoticons do the talking. Hahaha, I LOVE COMMS cause that's the only module that I got an A. Ooops, I mean As'. I finally get an A for UT(2) and Ivan was jealous. Like Fiza always say, "Don't be jealous!" Hey, I worked hard for this A, okay! Wanna see my notes?

The second thing I'm happy about is that the replacement faci go and open the shades. WTH!! I've never seen the class so bright before. It gave me a migrane, I ended up sitting on the floor like some retard cause it's nice and dark down there. I smelt SinYing's feet. HORRIBLE, almost made me barf my cheap-o chicken rice. LOL.

I treated my mum to PH today since I've withdrawn some money. I'm quite bored with PH food actually, it's all the same! I don't want eat there already.

When I came home today, I jokingly said,"Aki! Kakak belikan present!" THEN he said,"Aki pon belikan kakak present." WOW! he really did eh. I'm like so happy. My birthday is in November but it's August and I've got 2 presents already. Woohoo~

He bought me a carebear. The one that I've been pestering him to save up for. To buy for me. And he did. My brother is the best!!

Thanks, bro! I love it soooo much!!

I've been having headaches since yesterday. And I think that's my kryptonite. Cause gimme flu or cough, I can still go to school. Gimme headache, just kill me.

2009-07-31T17:29:00.002+08:00

I wanna start off this post by saying:

I HATE HYPOCRITES!!

Really know, I can't stand people like you. People like you get on my nerves and stay there for like, ever. Yayaya, you tell me not to do this and that. Then you yourself turn back round and do it. WHAT THE FISH is wrong with your kind of people?!

This gets me so worked up even though my brain is telling me that it's okay, I'll live through it. But I've lived through it for so long, I don't think I can take it anymore. I don't mind being pushed. But when a push comes to a shove, that's it. Fucking hypocrite make me waste my time blogging about you.

I don't know what's wrong with me nowadays. I have ferocious mood swings. Only this time, I don't have my friends with me to cheer me up *Sighs* I really miss you guys.

You guys are the light among the dark. I wish it was so easy to meet up, just like old times. Conflicting schedules and no budget are among the many things that keep us apart. I keep thinking that this is what the coming years will be like...

Many promises of a reunion but they're just empty promises. I'm not saying that it's your fault or anything. It's just that I think we are beginning to drift apart. Soon, y'all will forget all about me.

What? Shadrina WHO?

2009-07-27T21:23:00.003+08:00

Today was super awesome. I fretted over nothing =D

Dr. Shadrina and associates =)

Me & Kelly and also (below) Jia Ying & me

OMG! I look so white! Hahaha.

I think the three of us wore the smartest of all the girls. Me and Jia Ying are opposites. Me - White & Black. Her - Black & White XD

Some people cheated my feelings. Someone didn't come to school because of the skirt *ahem ahem* Then, I wear so nice.. then NOBODY wanna meet up with me. So sad *dramatic swoon*

Hahaha, but I think I guilted D into meeting up with me. Haha, sorry D but, tak menyesal kan..? Khekhe =D

My pet peeve is people breaking their promises. A promise is a promise and shouldn't be broken unless in dire circumstances.

2009-07-25T20:51:00.001+08:00

MONDAYMONDAYMONDAYMONDAY

I'm super excited yet anxious. I'm scared people will laugh at me!!
Argh!!

I'm meeting cousin dearest on Monday(!!) Can't wait~
It's been soooo longlonglonglonglong sice I slept over =(

2009-07-23T08:52:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LALA~

Growing old is mandatory; growing up is optional.

Enjoy the day to the fullest my dear =)

2009-07-22T10:45:00.008+08:00

TOTALLY ENJOYING LIFE RIGHT NOW XD

I went home early yesterday and did not felt going home straightaway. I messaged Farhana and we decided to meet up, just to hang =) It was such a coincidence that I met Rafiqah there. Hahaha, we had an impromptu meeting. SO awesome. Did not even plan this =)

If a chromosome is a sentence, the genes are the words. That is the simplified version of what I've learnt yesterday.

Comms faci is absent today, the replacement is kinda.. *at loss for words*

I got my FIRST OFFICIAL A. WOOHOO, FINALLY. THANK YOU COMMS FACI =)

My lunch. YUM ♥

2009-07-16T12:05:00.003+08:00

Amazing! Two good days in a row. Wow! Hahhaah. It's been like super crazy I'm so enjoying my school days with my classmates now. Woohoo!

I collected the tickets yesterday. Wooohoo~ Woke up with a grin and rushed to school. Was so EXCITED, I was 15 mins earlier than usual. I realised that I was only wearing one earing in one ear and forgot to bring my jacket. Baik ar. Lucky that I realised this before I boarded the 300 bus. LUCKY manns.

What could've turned out to be a boring day (MATHS) turned out to be superb eventhough my team is totally and utterly LOST. haha

Had an illegal corridor race just now. Sinying pushed my chair and I got injured. HHHAAHAHA XD Can't stop smiling XD

2009-07-11T21:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NASUHA!!

YAY! YOU'RE 17!!

As you're celebrating your birthday... Here's wishing you a whole lot of happiness and fun surprises!

2009-07-11T00:08:00.003+08:00

Today (or yesterday) was totally awesome. It started out shitty at first. Cause I was sitting alone in the middle of the classroom. It was very paiseh, you know. I felt like 1) crying down there 2) packing my stuff and leaving. Furthermore, my classmates were all 'secretly' looking and whispering ,"So poor thing." Haish, then I message TW and Dipsy ," Are you coming anot? I'm alone sia." As usual, Dipsy ignore me but TW reply,"Hi Po. Don't worry I'm coming in 5 minutes time!"

Whoa, I tell you, I've never been happier my whole life!! Then me and TW, two (wo)man team today. It was really no different than any other day, actually. So, I think we did awesome for just two people with no help from anyone else other than tips from Fiza.

Then it all went uphill from there. I didn't even stress for UT, I just did my best. God willing, I will pass it :) Thenthenthen, I walk to interchange with LALA, her feet hurts cause she's wearing new shoes. Haha, so poor thing (then I go and step on her feet summore. SORRY, not intentional) THEN, FINALLY. Boarded the train to go to Harbourfront. Someone didn't take the train and we (Nas and me) ended up waiting for her (as usual) We reached HF and I changed into my dress. It was kinda weird, like doing a magic trick. Come into the toilet wear purple top. Come out, wear red dress. Hahah, awkward.

Ate at Breeks, had the Pasta with crab and salmon (I hate Salmon now) and had Ocean drink. Then we walked around and suddenly Nas was like ,"Let's go Sentosa!" and we did. We hung around the beach and took the last monorail home. Reached home about 11.30 and it was in utter darkness. DAMN tired, seriously. Killed a mini cockroach and did my RJ in 5 minutes. I think I was the first one to wish Nas a happy Birthday. Yay me!! *applause*

Hahah, Nas, I will post a Birthday special for you later k. I think this post is long enough XP
Can you see D at the back? It's too dark!

2009-07-08T20:11:00.002+08:00

You guys made me upset. Made me lose my focus. I could've done better today you know..? But because this simple thing blew up in our faces, everything is so messed up. It is such a small matter. What's the problem? Tell me the truth. I know that we're all upset but we're not on the same page. Help me understand can? I admit my folly but you can't blame me for everything right..?

....

I can't wait for Friday. Jengjengjeng. Going out with the two of the best people in the world. Oh! How I mis you guys so very very much. And you, that special someone, I got something to show you. I can't wait.

2009-07-05T19:40:00.005+08:00

I'M MENTALLY UNSTABLE (I think)

I'm supposed to be studying. But it is difficult to concentrate when your notes are in your Laptop.

I have UT2, Cognitive on Wednesday and Science on Friday. Ape sey! Cepat sey, UT1 nye results blom klua abeh dah nk start test baru. Dumb !@#$!! The UT on Friday is so leceh and menyusahkan.

Now I got more things to stress about. Many upcoming events coming up 1)Cognitive UT 2)Science UT & Nas birthday 3) Enterprise UT 4)Maths UT 5) Communication UT 6) HP6 outing. Haish. Money problems also, haiyoh!!

GUYS, PLEASE DON'T ASK ME OUT IN AUGUST OK. Cause I wanna save $$. I wanna buy a lot of things like 1)Shoes from Cotton On 2) Airhead and I don't wanna keep eating packed food in class. Tak sedap la. Hari-hari orang makan sedap-sedap and I'm sitting at my Laptop eating sandwiches. I'm just so sick of it.

2009-07-01T11:32:00.004+08:00

FINALLY! WOOHOO~

The movie was awesome. It kicked ass, is hilarious and was off the hook. There was so many explosions! AWESOME!! woots~ So did not regret watching it. =)

I went with Sin Ying yesterday. I asked Hong Yi to tag along cause I promised to watch with him. He brought his little brother along. So cute sia the brother.

Then I went home and had to quickly do the practice questions. Dumb sia. I stayed up till 1.30 plus chatting and disturbing my dear Saggy. Hahaha, was enjoying my last night of freedom. Then today hit the snooze button 2x, overslept and the laptop gave me problems =( Kept disconnecting. Haha, the faci scold me , ask me to stay online. =P

2009-06-29T20:21:00.004+08:00

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2009-06-27T17:49:00.003+08:00

So my grandma just called to say that my cousin was in the hospital. She got h1n1, well, I just don't feel really bad or anything cause we may be related but we're not really close. She's a second year in RP I think. That brings the cases to 36(?) in school. So is it really safe to go out now?

I'm not sure. But life goes on, right?

2009-06-26T15:18:00.003+08:00

Guess what?! I got straight B's for Problem 7 of all modules. Yippee!!

I'm still against E-learning though. It's bull. Waste time and effort cause it's not graded. Wish it was lesson as per normal again but unfortunately, no. There's around 9-18 cases already. I'm still unsure of the number. I wanna go out but it kinda scares me a little.

That day in the MRT, someone coughed beside me and I was like ,"Ewww..." then Hong Yi was sick and I was like, "What block are you from W1 or W3 (joking)" Then he was like,"W1 sia" and I went, "Err..." Then someone still can ask me if I got H1N1 cause she got fever the day after we met up. DOTS!!

Puhlease. If I'm sick, I won't go out/school okay... And I still can't believe MJ is dead. So, who's the new king of pop?

2009-06-25T09:54:00.004+08:00

FUCKFUCKFUCK!!
I'm trying to do the the e-learning thing but the home computer is screwed up. And the laptop internet is fucking messed up. ARGH!! Should have just had a normal lesson in school. Now, I need to do the worksheet but I can't download the software. GREAT.

2009-06-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

I went for a CE Talk with Sin Ying today. It was super boring, I hated it!! But at least we will get points =) I fell asleep during the last part of the talk but lucky Sin Ying nudged me awake. We were so bored that I drew this thing on my hand and she also let me draw on hers. Hahaha.

I love her laptop camera, it's so clear.

2009-06-19T15:48:00.004+08:00

I very sad today.

Sin Ying, Dharshini, Marinah and Eileen never come today. Haish. Someone promise to come today but never come.. Haish, this kind of friend also have.. TSK!!

I'm meeting Nasuha later. Play badminton but I'm so lazy. That's why I'm fat

2009-06-18T20:50:00.004+08:00

*burp* I'm so full now. Went to JP with Sin Ying just now. Took 187 to get there. OMG! It took so long. We were both sleepy. Sin Ying did her RJ on the bus but then she felt like vomiting so she stop. I think that if she did, I would act like I don't know her. Wakaka :P

The food was okay. I bought Laksa cause I was craving it and I was so hungry!! But the Laksa was not nice :( Then I drank Double Chocolate Frappe. Mmmmm... It tastes so good. Like really damn good :P Thanks SinYing for introducing it to me!! :)

Today's Math's lesson wasn't hard at all. It was so easy to do, just cause need to analyse and argue our points. But I felt like I didn't do much even though I did most of the slides. Haish..

Must. Talk. More.

2009-06-17T21:21:00.001+08:00

I think I want to start blogging everyday again. It seems that I can really reflect on myself by blogging. I don’t know, I’m weird that way =)

Did you know?

--> I’m retaking my O’s next year. No, not everything. Just Maths and POA.

And, no I’m not gonna switch schools. It’s just to upgrade myself, I guess. I find that switching schools is troublesome. REALLY. Waste precious time and $$. WTF? But if I’m from a rich family, I would. But I’m not, so...

As I’m writing this, I’m enjoying the scenery. I’m in the bus right now and the sky is so blue! I love taking the bus. Slow and steady. I especially love taking 925 because its a super long ride either way. Can look look, see see, smile smile :) Guess what? It’s twilight now.

So, today, I went to eat with Dharshini at Causeway. Sorry dear, I know you want to go Yishun.

OMG! I just love looking at clouds!! That’s why, somehow my head is lost there. They’re so nice and fluffy.. But no, I don’t want to land on one cause I’ll die. I want to take an airplane ride :)

I think Sin Yong and I are bonding quite nicely together. Even though she always bully me, tell me to shut up and is super impatient (!!)

Oh! And Abg Mirza is coming to sleep over today. YAY! MOVIES.

HAHAHA XD Ciao.

2009-06-16T20:37:00.003+08:00

WOWS! Today we were released early. We got out at around 3.15 but someone forget to take her laptop wire. Haish.. Had to go back up. Ended up leaving at 3.30pm. Zzzz...

But, go home early, still no use. Cause the bus took forever to come.

I understood today's lesson. Like, FINALLY. But I was still confused about something. THEN in the interchange, my mind was like *click* and I finally got it! HAHA. 6-6-1. Then the answer is 6 cause 6/2= 3 then 6= 1. SO 1= 6. HAHA XD.

Don't get it right? Too bad. And that was just Science. OMG.

2009-06-13T13:04:00.006+08:00

Haish. Days seems to fly by really quickly when you're having fun. My days of freedom are numbered. Soon, it'll be time to wake up early (gah!) and go to school. I'm so sulking about this cause Nas AND Dayah are still holidaying. AND my cousins are sleeping over. EVERYONE'S having fun while I'm imprisoned for 6 hours every weekday. *sighs*

OMJ, I'm so whiney today. Whatever, I think I get to be whiney once in a while. So here's my week in pictures recap.

I spent my Saturday morning folding clothes. If you know me, morning = afternoon.

Then the family went to Nyai's. Ate durians. OMG. I totally missed that taste because I haven't tasted it in years. But now, I'm like, durians? Pfft, whatever.

I cooked Ayam masak merah for my family. It was super nice but no one ate it. =(
Trust me, it tastes better than it looks.

Yesterday, I went with Dayah to meet Nas. It's been so long since I've seen them. Dayah didn't take a picture with me cause she's a crazy Saggitarious. XD

Well, that's it. Signing off with a picture of my boyfriend ^^

2009-06-05T23:19:00.005+08:00

I'M SO FULL!! But happy la :)

What an awesome night. I think I just gained 5 kg tonight. I ate alot alot alot of foooddd. I can't sleep when I'm so full. So now, I'm blogging and uploading pics. Here are some of the pics taken today.

The wonderful people:

And the food:

Lemon Chicken

Tofu Hotplate

And lastly, Shark's fin soup.

I feel so guilty eating that last one. But I didn't finish it cause I keep thinking of the poor shark.
SORRY SHARKIE :'(

Tonight was awesome (minus the last bit) I truly enjoyed my holidays :):)

2009-06-01T17:26:00.002+08:00

IT'S THE HOLIDAYS!!

YEAH!! FINALLY!!

But... I've got nothing to do at home :/

*sighs* And.. I'm broke, as always.

Tomorrow, I'm going swimming with my adiks. So, it's not too bad.

But I'm gonna be black :(:( Gosh.

2009-05-28T08:19:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was fun. Lala bullied me but that's okay, I guess. Cause usually, it's the other way round. I got to eat my chicken chunks :):) But I felt sick on the bus. Cause I was full and I was doing RJ on my laptop in the bus. Stupid driver was speeding.

Tinky Winky called Dharshini "Shadrina". I called Dharshini "Shantini". Hahaha. I miss her. It's been so long since I talked to her. *sighs*

There was only 16 people yesterday, but I still felt that I didn't do my best. *sigh* Don't make me the defender can..? I suck at defending.

I think I lost my courage somewhere, I am still in search of it.

I just realised that I want a Barbie for my birthday. Get it for me? Pleeasseee..

I want the fancy kind, not those normal ones. Like the limited edition kind... Erm, at town area got la. Haiz.. I don't know why I even bother.

2009-05-27T14:33:00.003+08:00

Sinying keeps bullying me...

She keeps stepping on my foot!! AND She keeps asking me to shut up :'( GRrrRrRrRrRrrR. Haiz... I want to eat chicken chunks with cheese. Hungryhungry. Veryvery hungry. My lunch sucked :( But hor, someone don't want go Cafe Gaillile ( don't know how to spell) with me.

Haiz.. So sad.

2009-05-25T15:15:00.001+08:00

Everything happens for a reason so stop analyzing the past

2009-05-24T17:22:00.002+08:00

Milestones

This week, I reached a lot of milestones (?) Does that sentence even make sense to you? No? Too bad, fuck off.

So anyway, these were the events :

My Mouse died
First UT (Cognitive)
First worst bus trip
First IG meeting
First IG indecision (camp)
First B for Maths (Yippee!)
Badminton with Nas (since forever)
My phone has one foot in the grave (!!!)

I wanna elaborate, but I'm so sick so reminiscing right now. I don't wanna go for Camp but I wanna be in Write. But if I go, how to come to the meet the parents session thing?! Argh... I always worry bout the details :( So sick of headaches. Grrr. I got Maths UT tomorrow :'(

2009-05-18T13:58:00.003+08:00

I just finished doing the Presentation. Woohoo. Not bad. Eileen and I presented while Kelly, Ke Bao and Ervin did a 'skit'. I think I talked alot, I hope I get a B for this module. Its bloody hard to get an A, cause the teacher is impossible! I was taking a picture just now and I think the Faci saw... Zzzzz.

See the red circle? If you zoom in, you can see that she's looking at me.

I injured myself over the weekend. I was like a real life Cinderella (the poor one) cause I was mopping the house on my knees. Cause the mop broke half-way through my mopping :(

So anyway, this morning, I saw an Ah Pek. And guess what?

He was driving a convertible! With the top down. WEARING A SINGLET... That was weird... Seriously, envying an Ah Pek. Sheesh. But I want the car. So hot.

2009-05-14T14:31:00.002+08:00

My team just finished presenting. I think that we did great. I hope I will get a B for this Problem. I just learnt that I got a B for the previous one. Woohoo! I'm improving. I think that my grade depends on the group I'm in. Last week, I got 3 Bs! Woohoo. Cause the 3 group that I was in are so awesome, that's why. :P

Just now, some one presented with an umbrella! Hahaha.

I learnt to do a ladybug origami :)

2009-05-12T11:37:00.002+08:00

Did I tell you about yesterday?

It was really super duper awesome. Really. Cause we were minus one. *chuckles*

Even the Faci said so. I think that that was the best Enterprising lesson EVER.

Today's Science. I'm so not liking. And it's not just the module. *Sighs*

And I'm kinda pissed at people right now. Can't wait for tommorow.

COMMUNICATION. YAY!!

2009-05-10T17:25:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

No matter how often I say/think otherwise,

I LOVE YOU MOMMY

Cause you're the one who gave birth to me and cared for me everyday since the first. And even though sometimes I hurt your feelings, you've never loved me less. This day is for you, mommy.

2009-05-10T17:02:00.004+08:00

10 Things I learnt in Poly

1. The staff are paid to do nothing so therefore, they are somewhat useless...

2. Never judge a book by it's cover. Seriously, you will regret it.

3. Piss someone off and prepare to die.

4. Lunch breaks are a waste of time. They're just excuses for (some)people to go for a ciggy break.

5. Keep your friends close and your enemies closer.

6. Always remember your reason for schooling. Never go off track.

7. Just because you have new friends, doesn't mean that you can forget the old ones.

8. It's alright to be early for school, being late can be fatal.

9. Maths is a necessary EVIL. Everyone has to live through it.

And FINALLY..

10. Remeber that it can either be 3 years of joy OR 3 years of HELL. You decide.

2009-05-08T12:48:00.004+08:00

I hate it when people talk about me behind my back. Or in front of me but in another language. If you're not happy with me, say it to my face please.

Why can't you just open your mouth and tell me what your problem is?! What the would you gain from gossiping? How can I improve myself if you don't tell me what's wrong?!

It's almost the end of the third week of school. And I'm finally seeing the reality of Poly world. It's not all fun and games. It's time to for me stop looking at the world with rose tinted glasses.

2009-05-06T20:06:00.004+08:00

My 101Th post. YAY!

Today was an AWESOME DAY! WHOOP! Mesti ar, communication pe.. Hahaha. Today was someones' birthday.

Happy 17th Birthday Marinah!!!

Birthday girl say don't post the pictures taken today. Haiz.. So I must listen right? So anyway, we had a mini 'party' during lunch. Sedap sey, KFC. Mmmmm...

After that, everyone was rushing to finish their presentation. And emails. Haha, lucky the Facilitator close one eye and gave us extra time. I think my group did pretty well. And I totally love the discussion board. So much easier than actually commenting or asking. If only it applies to all modules...

2009-05-06T09:49:00.002+08:00

I reached class at 8:01 today. I left the house at 7:10. Was forced to take the train today. Zzzzzz.... I don't get what's the big deal. I was only late once then Mum nag at me like crazy. I woke up at 5:50,you know. Then mum nag at me. I woke up especially early to take the bus!! And then I ended up waiting for another hour before I can finally leave the house. Like that still she want to scold me.. Haiz..

You can never please everyone. Today is coommunication! Yahoo. I love this module. Maybe cause it's the only one that I can score a B for. :) :)

2009-05-05T11:55:00.003+08:00

I was 4 minutes late today. I'm so sad. Four years in secondary school, perfect attendance. Now third week of school, late already. Haiz.. So emotional nowadays. I think I wouldn't have been late if there wasn't a temperature check at the entrance la. Swine Flu my ass. So iritating, waste my money, waste my time, waste my grades.

Now I gotta do my work. I so don't know what we learn today.

2009-05-04T14:03:00.002+08:00

FUCKING HELL STUPID GUY RUINED MY FUCKING DAY

2009-04-30T11:23:00.003+08:00

17 AGAIN!!!

AWESOME!!

ZAC EFRON! HOTNESS!!

ARGHH!

Hahaha. Today I'm super tired. I didn't get enough sleep for 2 days. I think I'm basically running on adrenaline. SO TIRED. But I'm happy. 3 main reasons. 1. I went to see 17 again with Farhana yesterday. 2. Tomorrow's a holiday (yay! long weekend!) And lastly, my cousin's family is sleeping over tommorow. WOOHOO! But uhm.. Sadly, I can't sleep in tomorrow. AND I have to clean my room. Aww.. So lazy.

I didn't buy any sweets today, my sugar level's getting low. NEED. SUGAR.NOW.

2009-04-29T10:50:00.003+08:00

I almost died on the way to school today. Literally. The stupid bus driver was f***king speeding all the way from Kranji to Woodlands. I almost fell off my seat thrice! And he almost ran over a dog, a cyclist and a motorist.

I'm doing the PPT now. There's only the three of us. EiLeen and Khartik is absent :( I'm Sin Ying's candy shoppe. And she's a slave-driver. Hahaha.

*stomach growls* I'M HUNGRY. Got to go now. Bye!

2009-04-27T11:25:00.004+08:00

I took the bus to school today. I mean the 925 bus from CCK. It was okay la. I thought that I was gonna be late. Cause I boarded the bus at 7.14 and mum told me that it was an hour's ride. Thank goodness that it only took me around 50 minutes to reach Woodlands interchange. I got a nice view at the Sungei Buloh area.

The 'city' area was all foggy

but the other side was all sunny. Very very beautiful :)

So today was SCIENCE. Gawd awful, lemme tell you first. I'm still confused at what the hell he's asking.So.. I looked down and saw Dharshini's shoes. I loike. And I can fit! Woohoo. I'm wearing my pumps. Now then I notice that they're big. Like a size bigger than my size.

I like. I wanna buy :( Hahaha, ok. I gotta get back to doing school stuff. Bye.

P.S that is not really Edward Cullen tagging in my chatbox. Puhlease. It's my obsessive jr. :P

2009-04-24T21:54:00.004+08:00

I WAS IN A SUPER BAD MOOD TODAY LA. It all started when I realised that I had forgotten my hand phone at home. When I was at my bus stop. Then I couldn't meet Seri and then I felt super guilty. Cause I didn't know if she got to school on time. Then in class that stupid facilitator keep picking on my group. Specifically, Kelly-Ann. Well, if you pick on someone from my group, its as good as picking on the whole group la sey. Super annoyed at the faci. But the topic was good sey : Personality.

Look. I even forgot to smile sia. I'm sorry that some people were affected by my mood. I'll try to be more cheerful the next time you see me, kay? But the day wasn't too sucky at the end though. I meet Hong Yi in the bus home. We talked, like, forever sia. In the middle of the freaking sidewalk. Was good la, get to catch up with him. HEY! You never tell me you wear that 'thing' in your mouth now sia :( Call yourself a friend.

The icing on the cake today was the 'reunion' with Nasuha. Hidayah!! Where were you?!Lol, had fun updating each other 'bout our lives. As usual, time pass by super fast when you're having fun. We went into the library then they switch off the lights! WTH! It was already 9pm so the library was closing. The day at the end was the best so far :)

Woohoo! It's the weekend! Finally, I get to sleep in :)

2009-04-24T14:32:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARHANA!!

Another year older, another year wiser! (Supposedly la)

Congratulations my dear friend.

It is your birthday once again.

May your days be filled with happiness.

Maybe soon you'll become an actress.

Don't let others keep you down.

Remember your first touchdown.

I know this poem makes no sense.

In fact, it even makes me tense.

Today is your birthday.

And although I may be far away,

Remember that I'll always be by your side.

I'll always be your ally.

So now I want you to smile!

Or else I'll give you a bad hairstyle.

I'll bring you a bouquet,Ever year on your birthday.

Happy birthday my dear friend.

For this is your special weekend

Happy Birthday from your much younger friend. Hope your birthday is filled with smiles and fun

2009-04-23T14:26:00.004+08:00

I just finished my presentation. I ♥ my classmates. They're like, so fun la. Seriously, except for this girl, she keep bullying me with the bangla. What the hell right. But whatever, I think it makes class on Thursdays more 'interesting'.

There's this guy, Ivan, in class. I bully him. Hahaha, cause Dharshini bully me. So, what go 'round comes round right? Hahaha.

That's me, Marinah and Ivan. I grabbed her photo :P

P.S I can't wait for tomorrow.

2009-04-21T09:43:00.008+08:00

Things I learnt / am learning in school today:

1. Microwaves kills sperms

2. My Maths facilitator is Mr. Irrelevant

3. The bangla should just die.

4. The facis are paid to do nothing.

5. Learning is a behavioural change

Okay, that's all. I gotta go back to 'learning' now.

2009-04-19T19:02:00.004+08:00

School starts tomorrow. Arrrghhh!! A part of me wants to embrace it yet the other part wants to run away screaming on the top of her lungs. Hahaha, life is good. And it keeps getting better :)

Yesterday was a blast, seriously, la. (By 'yesterday', I meant Friday) I had so much fun with my course mates that I kinda feel sad that I don't have any classes with them this semester. But no worries, we'll still hang out together, for lunch and CE stuff. For the first time in a long long long time, I'm truly and wonderfully happy. I guess that's what's friends are for.

Farhana's birthday's coming up. Yippee!! I so cannot wait to meet up with you, girl. Cause I sorta forgot how you look like. And I miss you heaps loads.

2009-04-17T09:41:00.001+08:00

I'm in school right now :)

It's so fun, not as bad as I expected, being in a new class and all

Wish me luck :)

2009-04-13T20:34:00.003+08:00

Im finally home after 11 hours in school. Hah. So tired :( Half-way through the day, I felt like crying and going home.. Its intimidating to meet around 100 people on your 'first' day 'outside'. Cause, you know, I've been holed up at home for months.

When they said that we had to go to the adventure learning centre, I really thought that we were gonna do rock climbing la. Nearly made me piss in my pants :S But looking back, the day wasn't prolly as bad as I imagined. It was just so hot outside. And Seri and I were like, really praying for it to rain. It didn't but on the flip-side, there was lightning risk alert so we all had to go inside :) Yipee

Oh and I'm so so so so so glad that I got to know Seri from Nurul (Aqmar, not Mardhiah) Cause I went to school with her today. Yay! And we were in the same group with the hottie, Haikal or what's his name. But I think he's off limits, not that I'm interested. He's a third year. Hey, it's just a statement (the hottie part)

Well, I've survived the first day, I just hope that I survive Wed till Fri cause that's when the real Hell begins.

Ciao.

2009-04-12T22:11:00.002+08:00

Big day tomorow. Hope I survive :)

I wish eveerybody would just leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-11T22:03:00.009+08:00

I've finally finished reading 'Breaking Dawn', no thanks to my family. I'm so freaking hell pissed off at them. All day lost they've been like, "Nur, do this" and "Nur do that". It's so bloody hell annoying la. It's like I'm their personal maid or something. And if you didn't get the memo, my name's NOT Nur.

I don't usually mind helping them do stuff but today was horrible. They ask me to do something then when I'm halfway done, they change their request. GAWD. Make up your mind people!! Sometimes I wish that I've been born into another family. I feel so under appreciated and overshadowed. Everything I do is NEVER good enough. Arghh. I'm freaking hell always being compared to. Especially to my older brother. I hate that. Why can't people love and accept me for who I am?

All I know is that I'm never gonna be good enough for them. Like that song,"Living in the shadow Of someonelse's dream Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me Living in a nightmare A never-ending sleep." I just hope that one day I'll be able to wake up.

P.s The book is great but I just wish I knew more Jacob's life.*sighs*

Idol Mania

2009-04-08T23:37:00.006+08:00

This post is mostly about American Idol with a tinge of Wrestle Mania.
So if you don't fancy either, I suggest that you bugger off someplace else.

First off, let me just say that I absolutely hate the way Paula Abdul speaks. Notice how she kinda stops every few words? Hell yes, its annoying. Like, wth.. Can't she speak like a proper
adult? Well, maybe she's trying for a dramatic effect but it so doesn't work. And I hate that her boob's are almost always half popping out. Like they wanna judge too. Uhm.. Hello, its a PG rated show.

I loved Kris Allen's performance tonight, it was good. Kinda has a soul-y and jazzy feel to it but the music was overpowering. It drowned his voice a little bit. But still good.

No need to comment on Danny's perf, it was untouchable. Well, maybe not. But I'm still a fan. Aww, look at him, he's so cute :)

Anoop's was off the hook. Unbelievably great. I like how he goes slow with this song " "As for the blind guy.. What's he's name again? Erm.. Doesn't matter, I don't like him. It's like, yeah, he can sing but.. So what? It's not good enough. He went off pitch a couple of times and my ears were bleeding after his part :(

My money is on Kris, Matt, Anoop, Danny and Adam to win. Not so much on the girls cause they don't make waves. But who knows, maybe they'll prove me wrong. Oh, and I was a total Megan fan until she said,''I don't care'' to Simon. Totally the wrong thing to say cause Simon replied,''We don't care either''. Lol, shouldn't have gotten too snobby before Final 2.

Oh, and did you watch Wrestle Mania? I can't believe John Cena carried both The Big Show and Edge. That's like 700+ pounds. WOW. And I'm so glad Triple H kicked Oron's OCDic ass :)

Oh, and guys, I miss you too :( I'll update about self in the next post aite? This post is long enough

Like, FINALLY

2009-03-30T17:28:00.017+08:00

Today's my lucky day. Seriously though, even the date seems auspicious.

30.03.2009

Hurhur.. Today's my lucky day cause I finally got the last book of the Twilight series. And I'm uber happy even though mom says that it's my birthday present. So I got it like super advanced. Pffft, whatever. As long as I get what I want :) It was totally unexpected la, cause I thought that I would only buy it after school starts, so I'd have to save up first. But when I asked my mom to go Popular to 'see' the book, I never expected her to buy that for me :):):) Hee, I love my mom

But before that, my mom treated my cousin, aunt and me to ice cream at Swenson's. Whoop whoop. Happy dok. I got the frosted chocolate malt which was.. Oh my goodness.. Heavenly. It's a huge scoop of chocolate ice cream with fudge and whipped cream, decorated with maltese chocolate balls. It's, like, an explosion of chocolate. Even the cherry was chocolate coated.

Mmmmm... Seeeeddddaapp..

Damn, the photo failed to upload so maybe another time then :)

Oh, and the icing on the cake: I've just been informed that I'll have to go for 'camp' on the 13th. Argggh. What a damper :(

Did you vote?

2009-03-29T13:58:00.007+08:00

Earth hour. Did you switch off your lights?

Well, my family did and we voted against global warning. Yahhooo!

Did you? If you didn't, you should be ashamed of yourself. Tsk,tsk,tsk >:(

Mom even ironed the clothed by candle-light. Hahaha, romantic.

So anyway, I looked out the window yesterday and quite a lot of houses switched off their lights.

Good work, residents of block 474 :)

Time passes by so quickly now. I need to slow down and take a look around before it's all gone. Another Sunday has arrived and I feel like I haven't done anything fulfilling during my long long long long long break. Like my mom always say,''If you worked, you would've at least have gotten your pay.'' Haiz... I don't think the book thing is gonna work out though. A few more weeks till Orientation. Gah, I'm scared :(

What kind of people will I meet? Am I gonna cope? Will I make friends quickly? What kind of people will I mix with? These are some of the few questions that swarm in my mind whenever I try to envision the future. Ahhhh, I hate this feeling of uncertainty. I miss my friends. I feel like I've not seen them in ages :(

News

2009-03-22T18:54:00.003+08:00

Hookay, I've solved my own problem :) TYVM.

Hooray for problem based learning!! Hahaha, so anyway, changes are still in progress.

Links aren't up yet and the tagboard is still out of line. Bear with it, I'll get it fixed ASAP :)

Heehee, I'm soo happy :)

HELP

2009-03-22T18:22:00.002+08:00

HELP! MY BLOGSKIN HAS GONE BONKERS . again.
does anybody knows where I can get new skin? Other than blogskins.com and pyzam?
In the mean time, I wont be blogging for a while.
Why? cause my blog's a mess, that's why.

I'M BAAAACCKKK

2009-03-20T13:27:00.006+08:00

After being away for so long, I'm finally back :)
I slept over at Molly's house from Sunday night till Wednesday. It's been soooooooo long since we had a sleepover. I totally surprised her by being there cause I didn't tell her I was coming over. Her room was a mess (as usual) The next day we went to McDonalds for breakfast with Arman. On our way out, we realised that it was raining so we bought Arman a poncho. The little guy had a blast playing in the rain.

On Wednesday, I met up with Farhana and went to school together. For the last time :(
Awww, I hate those words, they sound so final. We took a bunch of pictures around school. Mostly in the toilet. Ookay.. That sounds lewd. So anyway, after that, we hung out at Lot One and went shopping for nail polish.

My fingernails were brown (I've since removed them cause I wanted Pink so my mom won't nag me)

And my toenails are a shade of shimmering purple cause Cuzzie told me dark colours look better on your toes.

Love.Wolves

First Post

2009-03-10T21:15:00.003+08:00

Hey all :) This is my very very very first post on my new Laptop. I successfully enrolled myself into RP today. So I'm officially a Republic Poly student. The queue at school was horrendous >:( We went in and saw a long line, instinct was to line up before finding out what it was for.

I actually thought that the line was straight but alas, it curved. And I thought that the place where I started queueing up was the Hall, but that wasn't even the entrance to the Hall. We queued for almost an hour before finally reaching station one. I was seriously peeved cause the whole Hall was packed and the Station lines were not clearly stated. But I survived the 'hell-hole' and finally, got to buy a Laptop. Seems like a quick day,right? Wrong. It was a super long day, woke up at 8, reached at 10.30 and finished everything at 3pm.

I'm super exhausted and in pain. I had to stop typing halfway through this post cause I got a splinter in my middle finger, which is kinda ironic. I went to Mum for help and she poked a hole through my finger. Seriously. I wouldn't mind if it was once but she did it multiple times and now, there's a gaping hole in my frigging finger and it HURTS. Real bad. But at least the splinter's out though.

Motivation for getting up in the morning

2009-03-06T01:03:00.006+08:00

Sorry for not updating for so long. There's nothing to blog about you see.. Right now I'm on MSN with Hong Yi. He's the only person online right now who wants to layan me :) Others are just busy :(

We've been chatting since 11:40 and basically just catching up.It's been so long since I've had an interesting convo with someone on MSN. Other than Farhana, cause we talk about guys. A lot :) Heehee, sounds so mentel.

We started off chatting about school stuff, comparing quarrel's and somehow ended up deciding to write a book. Hahaha, what can I say? We wanna be writers okay?.

So in just 1 hour plus, I got a goal for the rest of my holiday! Woohoo!

So now I got a dateline (24th April), 3 chapters to write and no idea of what to write. Hmm, maybe it'll be my present to Farhana. Hahaha. NOT. It's so budget :)

Okay, so this Saturday Boboy's birthday party. I CAN'T WAIT :) Something to look forward to I guess. CAKE :) hee

2009-02-22T23:06:00.006+08:00

I just finished reading a book that I made Nas borrow for me (thanks, Nas!) and lemme tell you, it was awesome! I actually put off reading it cause, well, I thought it would be draggy. But alas, it was fantabulous (heehee, new word)

It's written by my all-time favourite author, Meg Cabot. It's titled ''Airhead''. When I started reading it, I totally didn't know what it's about except that "what's inside doesn't necessarily reflect what on the outside"(wth?) What kind of book description is that,right? Now that I've finished reading it, I'm like,"Awwww..." and I didn't know that it's a series :( So now I have to wait for the sequel to come out (in May - USA) which prolly means that we'll be getting it around October, earliest. Damn, I really hate reading series cause it's so long, especially if the book is new. But it's always worth it in the end though, Meg Cabot's books always are :) So now, in addition to Breaking Dawn (which I still have not read, Liyana) I have to save up for this new book. Arghhh! I'm so broke :(:(

So anyway, I'm sure all -well,okay- most of you have Cable right? There's this show called "Jon & Kate plus eight" It's the most awesome-est reality TV show. Ever. Reason being the stars are eight cute yittle kids. There are big kids and little kids. Big kids are Cara Nicole and Mady Kate Gossselin. Little kids are (according to birth order) Alexis Faith, Hannah Joy, Aaden Johnathan, Collin Thomas, Leah Hope and Joel Kevin Gosselin. *laughs* Yay! I can't believe I memorised their full names. They are two sets of multiples (twins and sextuplets) raised by Jon and Kate. Jon and Kate had the twins and decided to try for just one more but ended up with six. Their story truly warms the heart. (You gotta watch the show cause it's too long to explain)

This is where you go "Awww.."

My favourite sextuplets are Aaden and Alexis. Aaden's the 'professor' in the family, he's just adorable. My favourite quote from him is "I'm a superhero!" which Hannah replies "You silly Aaden". He pronounces gloves as 'gubs'. He still wanna be a baby. He is just so precious. He's the perfect brother. "What's your name? I'm Aaden. Nice to meet you."

Pirate Aaden

"Where my glasses?"

Sassy Lexi
QUACK!QUACK!

Alexis is the wild child in the family - never stops talking. She loves to say ''You pretty", she also loves 'aldergaters'. I love the one of the older episodes where Alexis was supposed to pick out a pumpkin for Halloween but she couldn't decide between two, so she picked them both. *laughs* It looked like a young woman shopping. Ohh, and she loves to repeat what she's saying. Specifically, to annoy people :)

Sorry for the long post ;) I had a lot to say. Jon & Kate plus eight screens very weekday 11.00- 12 noon. (Note : its two episodes back to back)

The ocean ate my hairband =[

2009-02-19T23:43:00.005+08:00

Hey everyone ♥

I went to the beach with Farhana yesterday and I came back a little bit black-ish. *laughs* I guess I kinda deserved it for swimming in the water for 3 hours straight before having a break.

The weather was freaking awesome laa- a perfect day for a swim.

We had a stretch of beach to ourselves so we really enjoyed ourselves. We went back at around six-ish and reached home at seven.

Luckily Farhana's parents were there, else I don't know how or when we would've gotten home. Well, it was just the four of us cause Rafiqah couldn't make it cause she sprained her neck *eye rolls* Yea, waddeva.

Wish you were there, Rafiqah♥

When I reached home, I was swaying from side to side like a lunatic :) It was awesome cause I missed that feeling - this is what happens when you're away from the ocean for far too long.

ohh & the 'ocean' rocked me to sleep last night. It was a wonderful feeling
♥

Happy Valentines Day ♥

2009-02-14T20:30:00.002+08:00

Mis amigos, I hope you had (are having) a wonderful Valentines Day. I got a new SIM card already. Woohoo :) I can't believe I spent 5 days without my phone. How did I survive- you ask? I have no idea.

So anyway, I went shopping today! Woohoo!! I went Vivo where I bought a couple of T-shirts and a bag. Oh, and of course, went shopping at Candy Empire. Then we( my parents & I) went to Geylang. *laughs* We were on the bus for almost an hour. *whines* My butt hurts. Then we got off and found out that we were lost. Turns out we had to walk quite long way from the bus stop to get to Joo Chiat Complex.

There, I bought shoes, like finally. And sandals. Reached home at around 7 and I K-O'd on the couch. Hahaha, I think I've got all the things that I'll need for Poly. But I still need a haircut :(

My Poly registration form just arrived :(

Life Lessons

2009-02-10T14:46:00.004+08:00

Its only been a couple of days since my last post. I just wanna keep you guys updated on the phone crisis : my SIM card is busted so I have lost my contact with the outside world. *cries and stamps feet* :(:(:(:( Oh My Jacob. So drama. *laughs* But seriously, I'm peeved at my adik. All his fault that I'm in this stitch right now. I hate it when I find all the nice themes/ringtones and someone just takes it from my phone without MY permission!

I've learnt two very important life lessons already.

1. Don't trust your siblings (younger ones mostly) cause one of their main purpose in life is to make your life miserable.

2. Always have a hard copy of your contact list cause when something goes wrong, you wouldn't really be in deep sheep. This lesson I really have trouble learning. Cause, well, I'm not really an organised person and I keep losing bits of papers with numbers on them.

But maybe it's a good thing that my phone rosak, I guess. It has taught me to be less dependant on my phone (and more so on my mp4)

FYI

2009-02-08T21:37:00.002+08:00

I chopped off my hair~

Oh and my phone's gonna be out of service for a while. I got into some trouble regarding PUK (don't wanna talk about it)

2009-02-04T15:21:00.002+08:00

Okay, so far I'm totally loving Eclipse! I read a few chapters last night and was laughing my ass off! It's so funny la, especially when Jacob tries to kiss Bella..

Here's some of the mushy quotes that I love:

'' Yeah, I miss you too. A lot. Doesn't change anything. Sorry."- Jacob (my heart seriously ached at this part)

" Until your heart stops beating, Bella, I'll be here- fighting.Don't forget you have options."- Jacob

" Take care of my heart. I've left it with you."- Edward

And some of the funnier ones like:

" This hostage stuff is fun!''-Alice

" Fall down again Bella?''-Emmett " No Emmett, I punched a werewolf in the face."-Bella

So, for those who haven't read Twilight, let alone Eclipse, don't miss out! Go borrow it from someone. I gurantee that you won't regret it.

A new beginning

2009-02-03T14:19:00.002+08:00

I just got my Eclipse book from Farhana yesterday. All I have to say is that I'm stoked! Thanks Farhana ♥ ! I just started reading at around 12 so I'm only up to Chapter 10. But I already love it so much. Especially Jacob and his funny quotes.

''Did you seriously just stamp your feet? I thought girls only did that on TV.''- Jacob

''I don't care who's a werewolf and who's a vampire. If Angela turns out to be a witch, she can join the party, too.'' - Bella

And my favourite so far ''Does my being half-naked bother you?''- Jacob

*Laughs* Okay, so I'm ending this post soon cause my mom's nagging in the background.

See ya around.

Keeps getting better ♪

2009-01-30T11:19:00.003+08:00

Aloha peeps. I'm super de duper happy today! I'm up in a bubble (Might get popped by mummy dearest) cause I'm going to POLY. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee! Last night, okay today morning, I messaged Dayah until late and finally I was having a good dream when some idiot woke me up with insistent knockings at my door.

*Laughs* Guess who? Mum la. Sheesh I was like,''Whaaaat?'' and she was like .'' What course did you get?'' It took me eons to figure out what she was saying. And finally I was like,''God, you're annoying'' and went back to bed. But seriously, I wanted to find out myself laa. Then my heart was thumping like crazy cause I was afraid that I would get posted to ITE (my 8th choice was ECH) Then mum was whispering to abang ''Rp,Rp'' Like thanks for ruining my moment la sey.

Honestly, I was relieved that they did my job for me. And then my abang switched on the computer and said '' Oh ya, Nasuha messaged and Liyana pon.'' Argh! I couldn't even get back to sleep after that, obviously. Crazy people wake up so early for what?! (Kidding, kidding) Its Friday for godssakes.

Yesterday, I went to Marina Square with Farhana to buy that stupid book la. The god forsaken book is evading me, I know it. It's out of stock there so we went Bugis. Its out of stock there, too. And we went Lot One. Guess what? Surprise,surprise... Its OUT OF STOCK.

Damn I hate those words, okay. They told me that new stock's coming in February Thank god February's just a few days away. And babe, my feet hurts after yesterday's travels to half of the country (I'm lying of course) yet today I'm going shopping for a new wardrobe. Argh!!! My feets gonna fall off soon :)

But on a brighter note, I'm getting a laptop! :) :)

2009-01-28T15:27:00.006+08:00

Ola people. How are y'all doing? Fine, i hope. Me, I'm just bored.

Hey guys, go listen to 'Without you' by Hinder. Its awesome.

Kellan Lutz features in the video!! But the imeem code doesn't work and the video's not up in youtube yet. So I'll just leave a link.

http://www.imeem.com/people/uswKRv8/video/Qnv7jhRu/hinder_without_you_music_video/

Kellan Lutz plays a bad boyfriend in this one. So they fight and brake up (i think). And the girl spends more time focusing on her studies. In the end, she manages to graduate whereas Kellan got into trouble and doesn't. I kinda hoped that they would patch up but I guess that wouldn't make sense (the song).

So anyway, go see the video. I'll see if I can put it under 'tag board'. It might not work out though cause of the background music.

Thanks Farhana for telling me about the video! ♥

'With Love' by Hilary Duff stars Kellan Lutz too. And better yet, its a happy ending.

What can I say? I'm more towards happy endings ♥

Taylor Lautner

2009-01-22T01:02:00.003+08:00

Grrrrrrr. Eat your heart out =)

Check out his guns. Whooooeeee XD

And finally....

Check this out!! Definitely coin bounce-able don't you think??.

Whoooeeeee XD That's all folks =)

Adrenaline rush

2009-01-21T23:58:00.005+08:00

So I think this happens every once in a while when someone reads a good book. I finally read New Moon even after owning it for almost a month. I waited and waited and waited like forever for my mom to wrap it for me so the cover wouldn't spoil. In the end, I got tired of waiting so I wrapped it up myself.

I tried to follow Farhana's advice to read slowly but once I started to the second or third chapter, I was already speed reading. At least it shows that what we learn in English lesson can actually be applied in real life. So, anyway, back to the book. It was awesome awesome awesome. Hahahahaha. Go Team Jacob!! In this book I kinda fell in love with Jacob Black and also fell in hate with Edward. Still in love with Emmett though he plays a little role in this book.

Oh gosh, uhmmm.. I don't know what to talk about anymore. Go Team Jacob! Taylor Lautner is totally gorgeous by the way. He worked out after they wrapped up 'Twilight'. So people keep saying they're gonna replace him (Oh no nos!) And then suddenly, BAM! He's so buff you could prolly bounce a coin off his abs. Woohoo!! You could hardly guess that he's 17 ( he's birthday's coming up Feb 11). He looks nice with the long wig but too bad he'll have to chop it off for New Moon.

I totally can't wait for it to screen around this time next year (maybe) These days I'm in a good mood cause I realise that there are more things in life to look forward to. Mainly the angpao (regardless the size) that my mom is gonna give me as sort of a graduation (and passing the 'o' levels) gift. By now, you'll already guess what I'm gonna spend it on. But I'll save the rest for the last book. Hopefully, I'll get to read all four of the books before school starts in April.

Waiting on the world to change ♪

2009-01-18T22:50:00.005+08:00

Okay, since the day I got my results, I've been listless. Sitting around at home doing nothing. And sighing at the boredom and depression that I feel. What do I do at home? You ask. That's just it. I don't even know what I'm doing till late at night, sometimes. (I feel like a hungry ghost) I'm just living life day by day. Daydreaming and thinking about the future mostly.

Okay, I know I shouldn't be doing so much thinking at this stage but I've got 14 hours of my life free. What else can I do?. If it were back in the day, I would've written poems or compositions to lift my spirits up high. But now, inspiration escapes me. But even if I did write, who would listen to my stories? No one. That's who.

So, here I am. Waiting on the world to change. Waiting for 20th Jan to come so Obama can take over as President of the US of America. At least change is coming to America. *sighs* And oh, Poly students have to pay adult fare as opposed to JC and ITE students. How unfair is that?

P.S: Someone ( you know who you are) please return the book for god's sakes cause it really is embarrassing for me to chase after you because of a book. And I am very ANGRY and irritated at you!!!! It's not as if you actually read the book. Geez, its over 2 weeks overdue!!!! And thanks, the fine just keeps snowballing :)

Too many moments in life are spent in the middle.

2009-01-13T22:44:00.010+08:00

♫ I got my results yesterday. Seriously? I don't know how to react. I think its an okay score yet it seems incomplete. People say "Its good what.." and "Hey,congrats! That's good" but its totally NOT larh. Maybe its cause the people who say these words get a higher score compared to me or maybe they're laughing behind their backs ?

Argh! I dunno. I feel totally insecure and vulnerable right now. You could say that my armour has been cracked. But seriously, I'm neither happy nor sad. Just in the middle, I guess. Someone once said that you couldn't even tell my feelings or thoughts, judging from my face. I'm always with that 'laid-back' attitude. That's cause I've mastered the poker face and it's all a FACADE. Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm really feeling cause I've buried them too deep inside. I felt like throwing books at the wall yesterday. But,as usual, I reasoned that it would only damage the books and disturb my neighbours cause it was already past midnight.

*sighs* My brother got 14 for his L1R4 and that's great for him. Honestly speaking, I'm so damn proud of him. From a 25 to a 14 is really a big jump. And now he's in a dilemma cause he doesn't know which course to put first. He said to me,"Aiyah. Last year,not much choice to choose from. This year too many choices to choose from. *sighs* so stress." My mom, as expected, was disappointed with me. She didn't scold me but she was like," I'm actually angry at you. I thought you could do better." Gee, thanks mom. That makes me feel A LOT better. Somehow, my mom can always kick me when I'm down without even realising it. It's like you trip down the stairs and she'll always be there. Not to help you up but to 'accidentally' push you down another flight of stairs.

Let's face it. Life's full of shit and there's nothing I can do except to take it in my stride. Arghg! It's damn hard to type all this down when your neighbour is fighting with her son from across the block. And you can hear their voices cause your room is directly opposite them. *sighs* So I guess that's it for now. Till the next entry. If I can live that long T_T

I got the blues

2009-01-11T14:39:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's doomsday and I got the blues. Its inevitable, that's for sure and there's no use fretting over how well/badly I've done. I've got people calling and messaging me nonstop today. Enough already. I mean, thanks for your concern but I'm good. Sheesh.

Last Thursday me and Dayah went to 2 Polys' open house. Singapore Poly and Ngee Ann Poly. It was awesome. The goodie bags were great too. I totally like NP's cause they gave out cupcakes and they were simply delish. I've always wanted to go to NP, I hope I get my wish.

So anyway, after that, we headed over to JP where we went shoe shopping with Dayah's sister. OMG. It took forever for them to decide on what shoes to buy. Well, actually, they've already decided but they wanted to survey other stores. By the end of it, I was obviously delighted to finally stop and rest my throbbing feet. Hahaha, next time someone asks me to teman them go shoe shopping, shoot me instead. Seriously. But no offence to Dayah and her sister of course.

I'm the kinda person who knows what she wants, where to get it and will get it. Hahaha, so there will be no hassle involved. Hmmmm, well that's about all things interesting that happened to me last week.

To all who are getting their results tommorow, good luck and all the best :)

Back from hiatus

2009-01-07T23:00:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year!!

Hahaha. It's kinda late but I just felt like saying that.

I've got good news! My prelim compo is published in the School yearbook. That is my greatest achievement in 2009. So far anyways.

So...

Confirmed le. Results coming out 12th Jan;2pm.

I honestly can't tell if I'm nervous or excited but I sure as hell know that I'm scared shitless. Truly, I am. I got kinda hyped up at first cause I'll finally be seeing my long lost friends again. But after it wore off, I got chills running down my spine. I wanna know but I don't wanna know. Haish...

How do I explain this? Wells, I wanna know so that all this tension would be gone. Seriously, the tension at home is so thick, you can cut it with a knife. But I don't wanna know cause, well, I don't want my mom to be disappointed. Again. Last year, my brother didn't get good results and I think my mom was the worst hit. I'm scared of disappointing her cause she's done a lot for me and all she asks for is good results.

But I guess this is a rite of passage that almost everyone has to go through. Disappointment isn't new to me. You could say that it's my close friend but just this once, I wish it wasn't.

2008-12-31T20:00:00.005+08:00

So, guys, I think this is it.

Less than four hours until a new year.

So how has 2008 been for you?

Hopefully, its been as good for you as it is for me.

2008 has shown me many things and shone a new light on things

that I've never given second thoughts about.

I've learnt a lot of life's lessons this year.

For my own good, I guess.

I turned sixteen this year.

A big milestone in the long run.

It really makes you stop and think about life.

Questions like "In my 16 years of life, what have I accomplished?"

and "How will I be remembered?" pop into my head once in a while.

So, another year of untapped potential and possibilities awaits.

Can't wait. See you on the other side :)

2008-12-27T21:38:00.004+08:00

Hey everyone :)

NEW YEAR'S coming.

So, made any resolutions yet?

Somehow, every freaking year I dread the end of December,

even though its a total and utter bore :(

Cause it basically means that play time's over and let the studying begin.

Since there's no more Secondary school to look forward to...

The next year is a total '?' for me.

Which gets me feeling kinda scared cause I don't think I can live in uncertainty. Like not knowing where you'll be the next day and whether you'll get the scores you want.

I know, I know. That's life. But... I guess I like to feel a sense of security. Cause you know what to expect so you don't get overwhelmed with overcoming obstacles. *sighs* What doesn't kill you will make you stronger I guess. Pffft.

On a brighter note, my Dad brought the whole family out for lunch today. Was awesome. Nowhere fancy though. Just at Swensons,IMM. Cause it's near Dad's workplace. I had the chicken. Wanted to get the fish and chips but I always get that so its kinda boring. My Abang ordered the Sirloin steak and he asked for it to be medium. When it came it was 3/4 cooked (obviously) and Abang was disgusted caused it tasted kinda raw. Hahahahaha. Wasted. He could've ordered it well done. Pfffft. Skinny sotong - that's what he is.

2008-12-26T22:41:00.003+08:00

Today is sort of like the happiest day of December.

'Why?' you ask. Wells, its cause today I went out with my long lost friend. We planned to meet at 3:30 pm at Boon Lay interchange but I was 5 minutes late.

Gosh, I thought someone was already there so I sort of panicked.

BUT *ahem* as usual, someone was later than me. Hahaha, someone thank goodness it was me who was waiting for you not anybody else. So, in the end I waited 20 minutes for someone. Gee, thank goodness I'm patient. Hahaha. Anyways, I had an awesome time today. You made me laugh until my tummy hurts :) In a good way, of course.

And oh, I was smiling like a Cheshire cat on the bus home that nobody dared to sit next to me. *Laughs* People think I'm crazy but I'm not. Well, not totally anyway. I was smiling cause I remembered all the crazy things we said and done. So anyway, thanks for the awesome time :)

And happy working tomorrow :)

2008-12-25T20:16:00.004+08:00

I'm not in love

This is not my heart

I'm not gonna waste these words

About a guy

I'm not in love

This is not your song

I'm not gonna waste these words

About a guy

2008-12-25T18:22:00.005+08:00

Guess what?? I bought a new booook (note the happiness)

Its part of my wishlist :)

Its the second book in the Twilight saga

Here's my copy of the first book - movie cover

So, two down, two more to go :)

Merry Christmas peeps

2008-12-23T15:39:00.001+08:00

Here's a random picture

Edward Cullen rocked my socks off

BUT...

Emmett Cullen blew me away :)
Man, I'm sleeping well tonight :) :)

2008-12-23T14:45:00.004+08:00

This song is totally stuck in my head. You know, cause it's the Twilight soundtrack and also from Paramore - the awesome-est band ever :)

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So nowadays, I'm so bored. Cause 1) there's nothing to do but chores 2) there's nothing to do on the computer 3) I've no more books to read 4) I wanna read the Twilight sequel but I'm broke 5) I'm broke 6) everybody's getting on my nerve. Wow, that's a really quite a list. Honestly speaking, I need an objective in my life. New Year's just around the corner. I'm thinking 'bout what my resolutions are gonna be and I came up with nothing. Pfft. Other than the usual ''lose weight'' thing, I've got nothing. Awww man... Anybody got suggestions? Tag me, okay. Oh, I got one: to read the Twilight saga before the year ends.

But... I kinda know parts of the ending. (Note: Spoiler up ahead. If you're planning on reading the books, you should stop reading this now)

For example: 1)Edward and Bella are gonna get married 2)They're gonna have a child together. Argh! All my stupid Abang's fault and those stupid quiz makers on Flixster and also.. You know who, for blogging about it. I bet you're feeling kinda guilty right now, huh? Thanks to these people, the element of surprise is no longer there. PFFFTT. However, being the kind soul that I am, I forgive you. Because, I'm most likely gonna forget this soon.So yea, no worries.

:) Merry Christmas in advance :)

Twilight ♥

2008-12-19T00:43:00.005+08:00

OMG! I'm so in love with this movie. It was absolutely AWESOME. Amazing. Stupéfier. El sorprender. 驚かせること . After watching that movie, I'm totally fascinated by mystical creatures -vampires.*sighs* And it doesnt hurt that there's alot of cute guys in the movie. Okay, Edward Cullen is not really that hot but in the movie he sends this vibe that just makes you sorta melt. *woohooo* Hahahahahahaha. Its 12 plus and I still can't sleep cause of adrenaline rush. It makes you do crazy stuff.

Okay, so this movie is a total must watch. But its a numbing 121 minutes long. Which by the way is 2 hour and a minute long. Lols. Pantat square sey. BUT... The ending is a ? sey. Like,"uffg jhvkughdkhgsdfhgvjghjdsgsgv"

My favourite quote,"Edward : And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...

Bella : What a stupid lamb.

Edward : What a sick, masochistic lion. "

So..... That's it. *Laughs* The adrenaline's wearing off.

안녕 (means goodbye in korean)

In Her Shoes

2008-12-16T23:25:00.002+08:00

Okay2, so how does this thing work again? Oh yea, I'm FORCED to post on her blog cos she was FORCED to post on mine, fair enough? :D (but i didnt force her to say what she said okeh. (: )

she's been really tolerant the whole day today cos i was having massive moodswings the entire day. cos im hungry and starved and famished but there's nothing in the fridge to eat. my stomach is sooo empty that i keep farting and farting. so did yuyun. WTH, i know. It's THAT bad. I FEEL SOOO POOOOOOOOR. If we could barbeque the fish arman caught yesterday while we were prawning, we would. but unfortunately, there's only 3 left and 2 of em are dead. so yeah, pfft. GAMBIT JUST CALLED ME. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHK!!!
yuyun giler yuyun giler yuyun giler giler babi nye giler. BUT SHE GEREK I TELL YOU. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAAHHA

she just ate daging korban. eeeeeeeeeewww, kambing da kenek potong depan mate org and bled like pools and pools and many many squirts of blood and it stinks like crazy mapelo.

love you sweetie! i know you love me too. nyahahahahah!!!

xoxo;

your sexy cousin, molly.

2008-12-16T13:37:00.005+08:00

Hello world. Wakakaka. I'm basically giddy right now cause of the lack of sleep.

And also cause Arman's shaking my head about for no apparent reason.

Wells, yesterday Abang Zaidy asks us (me and yanee) to go prawn fishing. It was AWESOME!! We were kinda overdressed as mostly everyone wore shorts and we were wearing jeans. But whatever, at least there was a guy wearing a dress shirt, all formal and such. All in all, it was a great day. Here are some pictures.

Yanee all ready to go prawning.

Abg Zaidy hard at work

Arman caught a fish with a cup. Well, dead ones anyway.

Feast after fishing or prawning anyways.

So that's all for today. Oh, for my dear friends whom I've not seen for sooooooooooooooooo long, I gots gossip for y'all. Hahaha. Frankly, I don't like to dry dirty laundry in public but I really hate LIARS

Not that I'm an angel or anything, but there's a time and place for everything, right? A little white lie is okay by my books. But lying about your life is practically immoral. Sheesh, I don't even know why some people even bother to weave tales of deceit just to be the envy of someone for just 10 minutes, max.

Just remember: after your first lie, you'd have to make up another and another to cover it up. And soon, you'd be drowning in your own lies.

2008-12-15T12:28:00.002+08:00

♫ He who laughs last, thinks slowest

I'll be at my cousin's house for a couple of days so mostly no updates.

Kay. Ciao.

2008-12-13T21:04:00.003+08:00

A day without sunshine is, you know, night.

This video, I loike. My ultimate favourite cause its kinda true.

Also cause in Sec 1 when I'm at Farhana's house, I always watch this video.

Haha. Now that there's nothing to do at home. I like to reminisce the good times.

2008-12-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

Im so bored. So I made a poem

Sitting here

i wonder

is there more to the world?

will darkness eventually take over?

thoughts that constantly run

boredom is the key to memories

so said the kid who never lives

sorrow fills my being

as i sit here thinking

nothing to do no where to go

tomorrow seems too slow

the sun will tease the sky

and i cant fathom why

but this is my constant reminder

of the world outside

sitting here

wondering when boredom will subside

2008-12-11T22:14:00.001+08:00

Quote of the day: When life hands you lemons, stick them

in your bra to make your boobs look bigger!

2008-12-11T20:50:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to talk about. So let us ponder on a question.

" How come the color orange is called "orange", But yellow isn't called banana or

purple called grape??? "

Anybody got an answer to that? Tag me.

2008-12-10T20:16:00.004+08:00

Okay, so I didn't get to blog yesterday. Sorry about that. Instead, I went shopping!!

With Adik, Syaz & Molly. It was kinda fun. 'kinda' cause someone *cough cough Molly* was fickle minded about what to buy at Cotton On. But no worries cause at least she bought something. Kalau tak beli, dah kena belasah sey. Anyway, thanks babe for the bag and nail polish.

So last Monday, was Hari Raya Haji. My non-Malay friends keep asking if I had gotten a lot of cash on that day. Slightly peeved, cause Hari Raya is not all about money. Took alot of photos. Mostly as nerds from the 80's. It was fun but I've not gotten the photos yet but I will post as soon as I get them.

The week before on the 28th, there was a birthday party for Abang and me. It was so much fun. It's been a long time since we had a party (My 10th birthday I think) so it was great! Never did I expect to get so much presents. Being sixteen is indeed sweet.

Abang's presents

My presents

Guess who got more?

Oh, one last thing. I caught Syafiq giggling on the phone yesterday. And he said it was a guy. GUY? I think not. Mostly because he was speaking to that person in a lovey-dovey tone. It couldn't have been a guy. Unless.. He's GAY. Well, that's a possibility. Just look at that hair. *laughs* Just kidding ☺

2008-12-09T11:02:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. Im just posting this quickly cause it's not my turn to use the computer.

Juz wanted to say ''HELLO''. *laughter*

Okay, I'll be back to post later. Around eight.

Sayonara. =]

2008-11-24T21:47:00.004+08:00

Have you guys seen the movie ''The Covenant''?

Its AWESOME!!

*laughs* Okay, I'm being totally biased here. Cause that guy from the previous post is the lead actor in the movie.

But seriously though, the movie is great.

Its about.. Uhm.. Here's the professional version:

In 1692, in the Ipswich Colony of Massachusetts, five families with untold power formed a covenant of silence. One family, lusting for more, was banished; its bloodline disappearing without a trace--until now. This thriller tells the story of the Sons of Ipswich, four young students at the elite Spencer Academy who are bound by their sacred ancestry. As descendants of the original families who settled in Ipswich Colony in the 1600s, the boys have all been born with special powers. When the body of a dead student is discovered after a party, secrets begin to unravel which threaten to break the covenant of silence that has protected their families for hundreds of years.

Find out the rest when you catch the movie =P

Here's my favourite part of the movie:

Haha. I feel like an ambassador.

2008-11-23T21:47:00.005+08:00

Hellos people of Earth. I'm so giddy with happiness right now.

Mainly because of:

I'm crazy right? I know.

If you notice, my wish list is almost empty. Woohoo!

This year's wishes have been granted.

Thanks to you guys who've helped me!! <3

Oh ya! Before I forget. Today is a special someone's birthday.

Guess who?

Why, it Dayah, of course!!

Happy Birthday my dearest friend!!

Being sixteen

Is not what you think it would be.

People say you just turn another year older

Well, I say you turn wiser & bolder

This is when your sweet side shows.

But you, of all people, probably already know.

So have have fun being sixteen,

Because now you know what it means.

Happy birthday =]

2008-11-20T20:32:00.004+08:00

Woooh! I'm bushed. Just came back from jalan-jalan and my feet HURTS...

I'm like a tourist today. Went Marina Square... Esplanade... Citylink Mall, i think. Took loads of pictures.

We were at pizza hut and they played the birthday song. It was like ... *cricket sounds*.. Awkward la sey. But it was a superb surprise eventho the waiter kinda ruined the mystique. Awesomeawesomeawesome day. Thanks Nas. Thanks Dayah. For everything. =]

Okay, wait... I just opened one of my presents and OMG! Thanks Dayah. I LOVEIT.ILOVEIT.ILOVEIT. wAKAKA. Thank you sooooo much. =]]]]]

Nas.. Your present cantik giler... I loike =]]]]]]]] Thanks eh. =]]]] Thanks so much. I LOVE IT =]]] I'm like the luckiest girl on the planet to have friends like you guys.

Delish desert bought by Nas

At a tourist hot spot

Sight-seeing lar sey

Oh ya! We were taking pictures at the merlion when suddenly a woman from China wanted to take pictures with us. It was totally weird cause she was pointing to the camera and motioning to us. Totally did not understand what she was saying. I thought she wanted us to take a picture for her not with her.

But hahak, it was FUN!!

2008-11-17T20:52:00.004+08:00

Yay!! I'm finally 16! This has been the awesome-est birthday ever!!

*laughs* For the first time ever, my abang bought me something for my birthday. I was uber shocked and excited at the same time. For those wondering, NO, I didn't get a PSP. But anyhoo, here's some pics of my present:

Shoes from Abang

Watch from Dad

Notebook from Akee

And some others I didn't take pictures of.

Oh ya! I got a new phone. *dots* Just kidding!

My Adik's phone.

Its totally cool. Got motion sensor. I'm like totally jealous but.. Whatever.

And.. My mum made me this delicious brunch (breakfast/lunch)

Awesome day. More updates soon. Bye =]

2008-11-13T20:53:00.003+08:00

Hellos everybodys. Its been uber long since my last post. Because... Well, I don't really need to answer to you. Oh okay, if you need to know.. My computer was busted so.. No computer, no posts. Simple, enough yes?

Even so, I feel kinda glad its sorta broken cause I could concentrate on my studies. You know.. Education is important, blah de blah de blah... So it's finally fixed and I'm like,''Thank GOD!!'' cause there's only so much of books that a person can read in a week. And I think I've read more than enough to last me till next year.

So, next week.. Monday's my birthday. Its kinda an awkward thing. Cause my own mother forgot that me and my bro's birthday is in November. Sad right? My own mother.. This month, lots of people having and inviting me to these awesome outings. But, I sorry I can't go. Why? Simple - no money. =((

Currently, I'm looking for a job. Cause, duh, I'm broke. Applying for one at the science centre. *Cross fingers* I hope I get it.

Wells, that's it for now. Here are some random pics from our graduation day.

That's all folks.

2008-10-27T13:12:00.004+08:00

So, hey. How's it going. Alot alot alot has happened since my last post.
Graduation. The start of exams and so on.
Life, will never be the same again. I'll never again go to school early in the morning with Nas. Never speak nonsensical with Daya in class anymore. Never go to recess with Farhana.. So much nevers. I realised how the simple things in life makes me happy. And happiness is what I need to keep on going. The exams are here. So... Draining.

We've graduated!!

And p.s. I forgive you.

The Curse Of The Failing Grade Has Finally Been Broken

2008-09-24T17:11:00.002+08:00

For Maths anyway. Im like uber excited. Like "Wakakakaka! I pass." Okay, so I had to post this 2 days late cause of the home computer not working. But hey, Im still happy. =)
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Song In My Head: So What; Pink
Mood: Deliriously Happy
Studies: Whatever

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